instance of Insomnia

i Wish i had Written earlier so that i could have Remembered my Dreams better, but, this Being the first day of school and All, i've Been busy.

Last night, naturally, i went to
bed with a million and three
different Things on my Mind. i
didn't expect much Sleep. all the
Things i needed to Remember,
all the things i Worried about,
stress, unSurity , anxiety, just the
very Idea- Reality- that i was
going Back. same people, same
place, same pain in the ass, but
completely Different me. so
much has Changed in the past
year. So much Change in the last
two months even. And now i
was going back. this Time for
the Whole nine-yards.
Consumed by all of this i was
Supposed to sleep. huh.i laid
Down at about 11:30. And then
it was 12. And then 12:30. Then
1. etc. i dont know when i
Finally fell unConcious, but even
in my unConciousness there was
no Rest. my Dreams restLessly
shifted around, Nothing staying
still, no consistent Story. yet in
them All nothing went right.
Something, even if i didn't
Know what it was, something
was Always *wrong*. there was
no Danger to those around me.
i Remember toddlers playing in
the four lane Road, my little
Brother being hit, but Somehow
still walking, a Sinister creep
plotting happily. Everything
kept Shifting and moving. First
i'm in the Road, then the car,
then Fighting, then Running.
eventually i Woke up, looked at
the Clock, and it was Almost 5
so, giving up on Sleep, i got up
and started getting ready to go.
And then i Woke up. Again. it
was about 3:30am i believe. i
just wanted This night to be
Over. i knew i was getting no
Rest, no Real sleep, and i knew
the Arduous, possibly
Confusing, stressful, day ahead
of me and it was Not going
Away. i tried again to Sleep, and
i dreamed. i awoke about 5 o'
clock and began to get ready,
actually Somewhat glad for the
extra Time. and Then i Woke
Up. AGAIN. it was Actually
about 5:15 this time. i just laid
there, Recuperating for awhile,
till my alarm went off at 5:30. i
got Up and prepared to Face the
day. It was gloomy, and Raining
moodily, i had a headAche and
no Sleep, but the Battle was not
going to go Away. i had to Face
it. so i did. and Now i'm dead...
-Tired.